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VIDA (PROD. TROWA BARTON)

from NEPHILIM by GOD ROZA

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VERSE 1:
You were a pain in my ass, but also a pain in my heart,
And we grew apart,
Dealing with your bullshit was like dealing with a piece of art,
Didn’t see the bigger picture, didn’t care for your canvas.
Despite of all the pain you always gave me chances,
I appreciate how you taught me who the bigger man is,
And now that I understand I can stand this, idea,
Of being without you causes fear,
Because the truth of the matter I’m not here,
If I close my eyes I can stop seeing all these lies,
My sanity is what I am losing,
When I’m trapped inside the illusion,
All of this chatter causing confusion,
If I quiet down I’m illumined,

HOOK:
I wonder why they call you bitch x2
If I don’t have you, would I exist? Or would I live in bliss?
If I don’t have you, would I miss the stress and what it is to feel?
If I don’t have you, would we reconnect and reincarnate, heal?

VERSE 2:
I’m a man now,
I promise the best that I can,
Not perfect not saying I am,
Surpassing the thoughts that you’re used to,
I’m different from what you had,
Built calluses on my hands,
I’m taking this final chance,
I’m breaking the cycle that’s turning me psycho,
Been through hell and back,
Like literally, a realm without intimacy,
I’m gripping so hard all the weight weigh nothing to me,
And there ain’t a dammed thing fucking with me,
Low key I know the feeling of an OD,
Search the cabinets and kill it with and OE,
The Lord of darkness and death already know me,
And they want my peace,
When I rest in peace,
I got my mind at ease.

HOOK:
I wonder why they call you bitch x2
If I don’t have you, would I exist? Or would I live in bliss?
If I don’t have you, would I miss the stress and what it is to feel?
If I don’t have you, would we reconnect and reincarnate, heal?

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from NEPHILIM, released October 31, 2014

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